Just Breathe

"I don't want to die out of breath, simply because I didn't have the guts to try at breathing" -Sunny ;)

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Locura

Loco mi corazón por extrañarte, loca yo por amarte y loco tú por dejarme. El mundo enloquece con cada vuelta que da pero, ¿quién soy yo para juzgar?

Solo soy una de muchos que pierden la cordura cuando creen que la vida les da una oportunidad.

Oportunidad para amar, para ser otra, para cambiar, para ser libre, para entender...

Para perder, para ganar, para olvidar, para buscar y para encontrar.

Una oportunidad para ser nuevamente loca.

Solo una loca normal.

~Sunny

Thursday, August 29, 2013

Soñarte

Te soñé, te busqué y encontré. Perderte no me extrañó. Amarte sí me dolió. ¿Qué puedo decir? Así como llegaste, te fuiste. El hasta luego no te lo creí, pero el orgullo no permitió decirte mi adiós...

No importa. 

Te volveré a soñar y a buscar, y con un poco de suerte, te volveré a encontrar para no perderte jamás.

~Sunny

Thursday, August 8, 2013

The one I´ll never forget

07.29.13

To the one I´ll never forget:

I can feel the Sun. Butterflies flying inside of me. White clouds filling the bright blue sky above me.

The flavor of your lips is unique and unforgettable, making me want to stay in silent if it means tasting them forever.

The sound of your voice whispered into my ears makes me tremble, not of fear but of excitement by having you so close to me.

Your arms wrapped around me keeps me together like a whole entity, which will fall apart if you weren't here.

Your eyes see right through me and into me. I am no longer invisible nor ignored.
Your smile brightens my darkness and I don't live in fear anymore.

Your touch makes me realize I am alive.
And for all of that and much more, I love you.

You will always have a part of my heart that no one else will.

And if you ever have to leave and I never hear from you again, know that you made me feel young, beautiful and proud of being who I am, the real me.

The one I finally met, when I met you.
~The real Sunny

P.S. — "Never apologize for being who you are.”

Wednesday, July 31, 2013

Feelings: A peek into Sunny’s heart


“I feel lonely.”
            There! I finally said it!
                        Like there’s something wrong with saying those words...

Fear.
            But fear of what?
                        Vulnerability? Weakness? Exposure?

No.
            What I’m afraid of is feelings;
                        acknowledging their presence.

Realizing I have them.
            *Shudders*
                        Realizing I have them for you…

Ugh!
            This is why I never, ever use those words!
                        Because they open the door for more.

More words, like “I miss you”,
            “I want to see you”.
                        And finally “I love you”.

All that will end with the words I fear the most,
            “It’s over”.
                        Or worse…
                                                            “I love you too”.